i don’t just want to be madly in love. at least once in my life, i want to be insane in love:  
i want to sneak out of my house at 4am on a tuesday just to see you. i want to hate you, to scream at you, and somehow end up tangled in your arms. I want to completely fall apart only to have you rebuild me. I want to be your muse. I want a steamy kiss in the pouring rain and I want you to shove me up against a wall. I want one love like that, at least once in my life. The kind that makes me completely lose it, yet at the same time helps me find everything I was missing. I want that passion, just once please.