I’m 18 and not a virgin and im having a secret relationship with a virgin whose 16. i love it and can’t stop seeing him. he’s the sexiest guy i’ve ever been with. he had never done anything but kiss before and somehow he’s convinced me to do more with him and hes totally satisfied me. we are at the same school. he looks like a little kid and i look so mature for my age. not to mention i’m tall and he’s short. we became friends because of the school bus but now i know i will disgust people when he eventually tells people about the secret… hes kept it a secret for a while but i know he will eventually let it come out. i always imagine the names that will be called out to me when it gets out. i don’t know if i could handle it but now im to scared not to see him because he might tell everyone out of rage or jealousy (not to mention i still really enjoy being with him)