I get enjoyment knowing that my ex-best friend isn’t doing as well as me. Then I realize how much of a loser I am for facebook stalking her and wish that I wished her the best. Sometimes I still wish that we could be on a casual acquaintance, but I dislike her so intensely that I want nothing to do with her. I feel bad for abandoning her and that she still wishes we were friends, but she is the poster child for everything I hate about American Society.