March 2012
False.
I’ve been pretending to love myself more, but its made me hate myself more. I started cutting again. I’m sorry.
I kno she misses me ......... or atleast i like to...
i fool myself you wont. when maybe it’s inevtibale, because maybe the truth is i’d rather be with you and worrying, rather than without you and destroyed.
I’m in love with two guys. Maybe not two but with one and many others. Till further notice, i’m in between.
Is it wierd that I found Michael Jackson...
i didn’t realize we were in “love” because i was too busy trying to get over your friend
the old flames
I’ve seen two of my ex-boyfriends in the past two days and both of them got drunk and told me they are still in love with me. All I felt was annoyed. Love fades, sweetheart. Especially, after you’ve felt used and continuously disappointed.
The only reason I stalk your twitter, although I...
I still fucking hate your guts.
After everything you did to me—walked over me, stole my best friend of ten years, turned your cheek on me, caused me all that anxiety, depression, and pain, put my ex bff up to trying to get us back together, I STILL FUCKING HATE YOUR GUTS AND I WISH YOU WOULD DIE. The world would be a better place without you. But I’m softening up a little, because I found someone better than you, who...
they told me that you’re happy now with your new girlfriend. are you happier with her? i miss you and i love you but i have to stop loving you now. i need to forget about us. i need to hate you and that b*tch for stealing your heart. :(
You saved me. I ruined you.
Dad, i forgive you.
My whole life, i’ve only wanted so despretley for someone to tell me i’m smart enough.
My whole life, i’ve only wanted so despretley for someone to tell me i’m smart enough.
I’m so absolutely unsatisfied with who i am.
Thank your for trying to make me feel better, but...
February 2012
Thank your for trying to make me feel better, but...
Just when i was starting to love myself, i fucked up agian. damn.
Just when i was starting to love myself, i fucked up agian. damn.
i still wonder if my lips were like sugar. Do you...
I get so upset when people judge me, even when i...
I want so badly to believe your “the one”
I started masturbating when i was seven. I’ve never stopped.
I’m scared to death of the day you realize you can do so much better.
I wonder if you have seen the movie I Am Sam, and...
I give really good advice. I just can't take my...
what ever happened to "you're the one i love"?
If I could, I'd hug you forever.
It kills me how she's so nice. I want him so bad,...
I get thrills out of having cyber sex with complete strangers.
martin, i should have said this exactly 2 days and...
i’m afraid to let you see me cry. i’m afraid to show you my most vulnerable parts. i’m afraid that if you see the sadness that creates the joy that you will no longer want to be in this joy with me.
Fear ruins far too many things for me.
Pimples, bloating, moodiness, super sensitive. I hate periods.
He is so nice to me. He thinks I am his princess. But in reality, my heart will never belong to him. It belongs to my first love who has treated me like the witch I am.
I'm terrified I'll never get over the feeling of...
I feel like such an idiot because feeling this way isn’t what I’m used to. Is it bad that I…I think you’re the one? We never talk…and it hurts me to see you every single day. Why is whatever I want always so close, but yet so far away?
I love someone that doesn’t know I exist.
Thanks. You’ll never know how much this...
Thanks. You’ll never know how much this...
I still regret leaving you two summers ago.
i find it amusing that i still dream of you. after all this time.
your hands still fit with mine.
I don’t need to get over you, I want to get over you. Please stop calling, stop texting, stop IMing. I compare every boy I meet to you. And I haven’t even met you yet.
the only reason i havent killed myself yet is i...
I look at you when you’re walking away from me and...
I wish I could have a book of blogsecret. I get...
I saw you yesterday for the first time in 2 years. You were sitting on the other side of the glass wall, and I couldn’t believe it was you. My breath shortened and my heart felt heavy in my chest. That night, I thought of what I would say to you if I could. If only you thought about me every now and then, too.
i confess my whole life to tumblr because i dont...
I still love you even though I was supposed to...
The very thought of you makes me smile to myself....