January 2012
now that you’re gone, who the hell am i supposed to vent to? you’re giving one more thing i need to vent about, but nobody to tell. i’m not selfish, just PATHETIC, right?
all your attempts to hurt me have failed. i pretend it hurts so maybe you feel bad and stick around a little longer.
i gave low a new meaning and yeah, i’m sorry, but i was just fighting back because i don’t sit there like a pussy when people attempt to call me out. so basically, you kind of asked for it by saying i’ll never get a good job because i’m stupid. bummer that we’re ending our once really close relationship like this. i’ll still think about you from time to time even if you hate me and all that i...
I’m uncontrollably in love with him, and it’s wrong in so many ways. I cannot keep him out of my head though. I can’t tell anyone though, because my boyfriend may find out. I’m so very lost.
You make me feel special.
I love him, too much.
I know you were watching me. When I sang, when I stood silent, when I talked to someone else,when I ate, when I danced, when I laughed,when I was asleep . You were watching me I know; if this isn’t love then why were you doing it?
Yeah, I guess I'M NOT "cool" when I'm fucking SAD....
I wrote a book about you…I guess you will never learn that.
None of my "friends" realize that I'm not okay....
I’m all alone. I thought they’re supposed to know something’s wrong.
I tried to make myself stop liking you, but it's...
I hate it when girls deliberately ask guys whether...
I miss the way things used to be with us. When you...
I remember
when I would talk to you about guys, and how cold and shaky I always got. You always told me ” You just get cold and nervous when you talk to guys you like.” This was over two years ago, and to this very moment in time, I still get cold when I talk to you.
I'm a girl, I'm sad that I'll never be a dad...
And I’ll never find a guy to marry who would measure up.
why the fuck am i always fucked over? i never get...
I wish people would realize that God IS real. Just...
Bad things happen because the devil does his work on Earth too. Trust me, Im no pyscho Christian. I have friends who don’t believe either, but in my opinion, you can’t say Gods not real. He’s with you all the time even if you’ve murdered someone. Please, just hear me out, bad things happen. I’ve had horrible things happen in my life that you can’t even imagine, but God works it out. He...
you broke up with me 24 hours ago. i cried for hours and hours; i got so upset i puked. you were a total dick to me. now i’m starting to second guess about asking you to rethink this through. maybe we should have just stayed apart this time. nothing even feels the same, and i can’t get back into this this fast. and now a few hours ago we got back together. i’m still second guessing, but i...
I watch a lot of movies and even though I tell...
I hate my moms boyfriend. I hope they never get...
I still don't know the reason you broke up with me...
I love you so much that it hurts. and what hurts even more is that you only “love” me on your good days. and on all the others? well, i’m just nothing to you on those days.
I always knew that you were friends with him. Even before you and I became friends. And now, I actually enjoy talking to you. I like being your friend. I still like him. What scares me, is that I think he likes you. Even worse, I think you like him too..
I just miss you.
i die when you tell me you still love her. did you...
sometimes i pretend that some of these secrets are from you trying to reach out to me.
I’m so afraid that you’re going to forget about me when you go away for school. I’m going to be so miserable without you…
its so hard to sit there loving you wishing i could just tell you everything but knowing no matter how much i tell you i love you, you wont care because you never really loved me.
I still love you after almost a year apart and after you cheating on me. My friends don’t like you, your friends don’t like me. But I still want to be with you after all this time. I think you’re the one.
I know your falling in love with me and that your...
I think the reason I am so shy and reserved is...
i kissed your lips, and broke your heart.
it was only long after you’d gone and moved on to someone else that i realized i was still hopelessly, endlessly in love with you (and probably will be for a long time coming).
i love you michael. i’m eternally sorry for the fucked up girl i was. i wish you happiness. i hope one day i’ll be able to be a part of your life again.
The only reason I’m bitter is because I’m lonely, and none of my friends understand that; they’ve all had relationships and meaningful at that.
The only reason I’m bitter is because I’m lonely, and none of my friends understand that; they’ve all had relationships and meaningful at that.
I miss you.
Please just let me know you’re okay over there. Even if all you say is “hey”.
I can't help but feel this way about you.
I woke up the other day and realised I love you...
he was everything i wanted & then i lost him.
now, i will never know if he really is ‘the one’
My greatest fear is being alone my whole life. You...
I dont feel bad that I'm the one you cheated with....
I want nothing more than to leave this town and...
I pretty much read ALL your comments on myspace....
I always try to think of cute, mysterious, sweet, etcetera sounding secrets, but I can never think of any.
Our love is my regret. M&M
i got drunk because of you, you know what? I hate myself for forgetting who really am I before. I’m not the weak and sad girl people used to know, and now I don’t even want to see your face again. where’s the promise of forever? damn. I will never forced myself to move on, because I believe, we’ll still end up together, it’s just, it really hurts that I can see you don’t love me anymore....
I wish you knew he had told me that he didn't see...
I have a boyfriend who loves me more than I could...
I wish that for once people would talk to me about me, my problems, itstead of them and theirs. I’m only 15. Just once I’d like it to be just about be. It never is. I’m expected to listen like a good little girl and not say a word. I just want to be a kid. Am I not allowed a childhood?
My best friend is the reason why I get insecure....
Any One Out There?
Is there any girl out there that does not get completely trashed when she wants to hang out? I mean a girl told me she wanted to hang out with me, and to come to a small party with alcohol and stuff. When she says she wants to see me and hang out then goes and gets drunk am i not supposed to be mad?!
Well I am pissed.
Is there a girl out there that agrees with me?
i do love him =)