I thought I could handle the sight of you after you left me, but I just can’t. I still look at you as though we are together even though we aren’t. I just wish you could see yourself through my eyes, feel what I feel, hold back the tears, and hide the pain from the world by putting on a hallow smile.
I secretly wish my husband would leave me. I wish this because I do not love him anymore. I am afraid to tell him this as he has a temper. He has never hit me, but he has verbally degraded me. He has threatened me with violence. I feel he is very unpredictable. I never thought I would be married married to such a jerk. He is no longer the man I married.
My secret is that I like this guy, and he’s super sweet and nice and cute and funny and he’s 14, he also likes me back! There’s just one problem though I’m 19. I’m going to wait four years till he turns of age than I’m going to ask him out because he’s sweeter than any guy I’ve ever met. I have a good feeling about him, like maybe he could be my soulmate. Either that or I’ve just been single for way too long.
Every morning you wake me up with your noise and I lay trying to sleep but thinking about you. When you finally slip out the door for work I whisper “I love you” and mutter a short prayer. It’s true, I do love you, maybe in a more than platonic way too…
I have a huge crush on the father of a kid I coach. Not only is he really good looking, but he’s creative, down to earth, and an awesome dad. He’s not married, but I think he may have a girlfriend…and he’s 15 years older than me. It feels so wrong, and I know that it would be inappropriate to act on it, and it would never go anywhere anyways, but I can’t help thinking about it. Way more often than I should.
I cheated on my boyfriend Dan last night for a boy named Danny.
Dan and I just became official about 2 weeks ago. We’ve been casually dating for 2 months. But yesterday, I went to a party and got drunk, although before I’d even had a drink I made the conscious decision to do my dirty deed. After Danny and I left the party, we took the elevator ride upstairs so I could go home. He started playing with me & pretty soon he was inside me. In an elevator. At 1:32 AM. It was the most scandalous, glorifying fun I’ve ever had in my life.
I hope you stop being so righteous. You were fucking annoying before and during our friend’s birthday. It’s as-if we were interfering with your beliefs when all we did was drink because we were celebrating. It’s as-if we were all forcing you to drink alcohol with us when in fact no one even bothered to ask you if you wanted some. And you still continued with all the indirect complaints about us drinking and shit. And for the record, no one got drunk and *irresponsible*, so that was probably a huge slap on your righteous ass face.
I have loved you, far more than any other, more so than anyone else could even imagine. I love you more than he does now, more than he ever did, more than they ever will. I would love you more than many others would ever do. I love you more than anyone else.
I hate myself everyday. My distorted views on life, body and self esteem are killing me, I feel empty 24/7. I want to die, hide, cry… I need to be tougher.. Harden Up! But I cant.. I am weak.. Afraid.. I dont care…
the last two guys i had a thing with always end up with the “Almost-Relationship” and after that they end up having a serious,long-loving relationship with another gil. so i’m here still single and pure. i think no body loves me for who i am. its kinda sad that im losing hope for lo
I am so stressed all the time! My husbands personality keeps me on edge. His drinking is completely out of control and he doesn’t care. He works hard so he thinks he can get drunk and pass out at 4 o clock in the afternoon and its his right. He gets so drunk that he yells at everyone for nothing or for something that happened years ago or even for something that he has just imagined! It is making me CRAZY! His temper can be so bad that I want to run and hide…he is pushing us all AWAY. And yet I must pretend EVERY SINGLE DAY! It is so hard to tell him I love him any more. Love him? Hell! I am finding it hard to even LIKE him. God forgive me!
The more I look at you, the more I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to get pregnant, and I feel so guilty because every time we have sex I hope it happens. I wish I could tell you this, but I know you’d freak out.
// I’m not two timing anyone, I know I’m not. But this is what happened: I broke up with my boyfriend and after, I slept with someone to get over him (but that someone ended up getting interested in me) then I had a one night stand with my ex-boyfriend. This is so fucked up. Of course, neither of them know or will ever know. Is it wrong to feel good to have this much power?
Ever since my boyfriend moved out of his parents house and into a house with his friends, he doesn’t talk to me as much. I love him, but I can’t handle the feeling of being neglected, and usually I would start looking for attention elsewhere. I really don’t want that to happen but I don’t know if I can help it.
I think my mom might have an eating disorder… and it’s scaring me.. because she’s an adult and doesn’t take anything I say seriously. I’ve battled starving myself two years ago as well, and she basically encouraged it because she was happy I was losing weight. Now I’m losing weight the right way and when I struggle with dieting she gives advice like “you need to get used to the feeling of an empty stomach” .. how can I have a healthy body image when my role model is in an even worse state of mind than I am?
There are times where I don’t think about you at all. But the moment when I finally feel like I have let you go, there is a small reminder and you’re in my mind again. Maybe someone brings you up or a movie we once watched comes on the television. I’ve accepted the fact that you’re never coming back but I wish my thoughts wouldn’t be clouded by your image.
you’re in so many of my dreams. i still see you so often because of our small city. it’s so weird because i truly am in love with my boyfriend — we’ve been together for a little over a year now & no one`s ever made me happier; not even you. we’re even planning on getting married soon. it’s just so strange that you still creep up into my head sometimes.
we went to my best friends place last night to hangout, her 2 and a half year old sister wanted to play with the ball in the yard and so you put your beer down and happily showed her how to properly kick the ball. you lit up and i saw a side of you I’ve never seen before.
youd be a great father, like i thought you would. is it wrong that i want to purposefully get pregnant after seeing that?
I think I've officially been emotionally scarred when it comes to dating.
- Mentally abused - Physically abused - Verbally abused - Sexually abused - Cheated on - Used as a rebound - Left; for another girl - Told I wasn’t good enough - Completely dropped - Lied to - Lead on - Left; as second choice. His first choice didn’t want him. - Left; moved to the other side of the country. - Stolen from - Stood up - Used only for sex - Used only for the stuff I had
I just… my luck with guys is nonexistent. I’m about to give up.
Instead of getting hurt. Of getting depressed, i’m happy for you, like genuinely. Whenever i think about you and her together, i find myself smiling and happy. Maybe all i ever felt for you was the platonic kind of like. I’m seriously happy for you. You finally got the girl of your dreams, the girl you put on that pedastal. And dont worry. No hard feelings, i liked you alot. And i knew you felt the same too, maybe we just confused something platonic into something romantic. Anyway, i’m happy for you. :))
I use to wanna be loved and cared for so badly that I would have sex with someone because I thought it would make them love me. I can’t help but give in when a guy wants to fool around or have sex because i’m so afraid i’ll be hit…because every guy I’ve dated has abused me either sexually, physically or emotionally.