12522.) I don’t know how much I like you vs. the idea of liking someone I might have a legitimate chance with.

12521.) You will forever have my heart, and She will forever have yours.

12520.) The truth is I really don’t want to be happy and I sabotage my life because I think it makes me more interesting.

12519.) i can only see myself with you. i want to have a life with you. i tell everyone that we are only going to be friends because i want you to be mr. right not mr. right now

12518.) I feel like sometimes you notice me the way I notice you. But you’ll never know and that is what’s making me shatter inside.

12517.) i wish you knew what you were saying sometimes.

12516.) sometimes i wish i had that special someone that i could call mine. </3

12515.) My parents were right. I should never have even looked twice at you; you were an older man and you had a dodgy past. I was rebellious and I gave up everything for you. In the end, I gave up my place at Oxford because of you and what you wanted us to do. I thought it'd be OK at the time; I thought that I'd be safe with you. How wrong I was. How deceiving you were.

12514.) As much as I complain about society and life today, I still think it's beautiful.

12513.) When you told me you thought Prom was stupid and that you didnt want to go, I was kinda sad.

But it was such a nice surprise to see you there, even if you came with your stupid girlfriend. When you came up to me and told me that I looked nice, you have no idea how much that meant to me. That was the only compliment I received that night. Later that night I saw you sitting at the table with your girlfriend, and I totally saw your eyes follow me as I walked passed you. You have no idea how badly I wanted to be with you that night.

12512.) I know I'm putting more into this than you, and I know that I'm getting in way over my head. But the funny thing is I don't care because finally, I have you.

12511.) I had a crush on you all year.

I didnt start talking to you until you sat behind me in 2nd period. We got to know each other well, we made each other laugh, I discovered I really liked being around you. As senior year came to an end, I was scared because I didnt like the idea of not seeing you everyday. At graduation we took a picture together. But that was it. I didnt tell you how I felt, I didnt say goodbye. Btw I saw your ugly midget girlfriend there too. For some reason I felt like that wasnt goodbye for us. Will I ever see you again? You havent even made an effort to still be friends since the last day of school. My friends had warned me at the start of Senior year that you were an asshole. But I didnt believe them back then. Now…Im starting to believe. Please please please prove me wrong. Id do anything just to hear you say my name again. I loved the way we laughed about everything. Just so you know, Ill always be here for you. But thanks a lot JR, for making me go through all this shit, but just know I still care about you.

12510.) I hate that as hard as I try, I just can't get over you.

12509.) You have ruined me, my love. I see you in every part of him. But how is that possible when he's everything you weren't?

12508.) i am a cheat, a liar, i am an asshole i've acted like a complete bitch and ive done everything to cover my lies.

i thought i could handle this and play the game but i failed. i wasnt supposed to fall in love with you but i did.

now that ive stopped it all i dont have you. if only i realized what i had before

now all iam is heart broken and alone