What's your secret?

I miss my ex. I broke up with him almost three ago because I knew that he wasn’t right for me. The emotional rollercoaster rides that he put me on daily were insane, and I finally gathered the strength to leave him in March. Everyone was so proud of me because they knew how much I loved him and didn’t want to break up with him. Every day I tell myself that I’m better off without him and that I made the right choice, but still… I miss him. Terribly. I just wish I could be his friend again, but I know if I tried to get in contact with him again, I’d be letting everyone down. 

I’m in love with a 16 year old. I’m 13. We live a city away and we both feel the same way about each other. When he told me I was too young for him, my heart sank. I think about him everyday. I won’t ever forget him. 

We hooked up before you left and have been talking everyday since then, it’s been over a month… I wish we would have known how we felt about each other before you left for good, because now I can’t help thinking if this had happened sooner, what would have happend? Argh…..

I can’t stand seeing all of the posts from people assuming there’s something wrong with them because they’ve never felt love before, or that they’re in love but they’re afraid to say it because that will make it real. I’ve been there. It’s better to admit the feelings. And it’s okay that you haven’t felt love yet, you will, eventually. Like I said, I know what it’s like. For the longest time, I felt like I was never going to be able to feel love for anyone. But I did and once I did, I was afraid to admit it because I knew that if I did it would all be real and I’d be facing the fact that anything could go wrong and I could end up shattered. But I can honestly say I’m glad I decided to admit it, to say it. Everything will be alright. I promise you. 

I cheat on my boyfriend with the guy I lost my virginity to, because I still wanna be with him. Even though he doesn’t want me.

I have been cheating on my current boyfriend with my ex boyfriend for half of our relationship. I know my ex is bad for me. After all, he cheated on me for two years. And my current is good to me, for the most part. He’s trying. And it isn’t even just cheating where we sneak around and just fuck. We text each other all the time. We call each other our old pet names, we say “I love you.” And I do. I do still love my ex. But I also love my current. It just feels like that age old battle of heart vs head.

Come on. You know me. You know that I love you. And you know that you love me. All I need is for you to stop fighting it. Stop breaking up with me. I know you’re scared but you’re only hurting what we have. You’re making it harder for me to be with you. And I know that’s not what you want, but that’s what happening. 

I’m glad you cheated on your girlfriend with me. I actually would’ve been offended if you didn’t, because I cheated on all my boyfriends for you.

The first time you held me was one of the best nights of my life, to sound very cliché. I could feel your breath, your lips, you touching my stomach, my thighs, your body against mine. I don’t know why I pulled away, but I regret it. I wonder what had happend if I hadn’t. I want you. A lot..

SJF, I am doing a terrible, terrible, terrible job of cutting you out of my life. And I can’t believe it’s been over a year since we’ve spoken. But just in case you do end up seeing this… Happy birthday. I do still love you, and miss you, despite my attempts to feel otherwise. 

i saw a murder when i was a kid and even though they caught the guy, and he’s in jail with a life sentence, i still feel like i still should have went to the police

You lead me on, and I want out if it carries on. I like you more than I should do, and you make me feel like I have a chance, and then the next minute you’ll be obsessing over another guy, thinking that I’m unaware because you know that I don’t like him. It hurts.

I’m in love with you. I am, really. But I don’t know if you feel the same way. I know that you are still courting me but I’ve let you kiss my cheek and hug me from behind.. you have never told me you love me. I could have defined our relationship months ago because I really, really like you.. but you make me feel so doubtful, so ambivalent… nonetheless I like you. I think I have fallen for you. Why can’t you be brave enough to say things directly to my face? Why?

you know, this is your own fault. you started this first and i hated you for that. i will forgive you, but i will never forget what you did. i’m really hurt deep down here. i just learnt that i should not believe in people too much. i guess you already noticed that i keep distance from you guys. believe me, we will never get back like the old times. like i said, it’s your fault.

im too late. you’re happy and have a girlfriend now… i am really happy for you. if you’re happy, then i am too. i guess we’re just better off as close friends… i guess i had my hopes up for nothing. this is the begining of your happiest moments, make the most out of it. take care.